Ruminations and Ramifications

I was pondering this morning whether I would ever feel like I was on top of things. Things at home, things at work. Just things in general. And I have begun to slip slowly into the uncontrollable part of life where events and responsibilities just sort of send you careening around perilous corners located far above any safe place to put your feet, and I realized this morning that you just trust God. What kind of independence from God would I exercise in my heart if I was not where I am now? If I had everything nailed down, then would I need to look to the Lord for His constant provision, to see that nothing came bursting apart at the seams? If I wasn't making mistakes, would I need forgiveness? Would I need to forgive? If the world wasn't so messed up, would it need a Saviour? So, here's to not having it all figured out, and here's to being okay with feeling slightly behind the curve at all times. For as long as the Lord wills.

posted by Marcian @ 10:59 AM